Chinese New Year is coming. I think this is my first stressful CNY since I have quit my job. There is my piano exams to worry about and my lab report and my study module. Cant really just go party all night long like I used to. Frankly speaking, I did miss the relaxed lifestyle I have back then when I was working. After knock off time, I could just do whatever I wanted without worrying for homework and exams and tests. However, if it's within working hours, I do prefer my lifestyle now. At least my brain is working and I don't have to try so hard to look busy cos I'm really busy!

Wonder how I can spend the long holidays fruitfully. Have time for family, my schoolwork, piano and Leon. Got to talk to Leon to sort out and plan. Meeting him later after school. He's coming to my house for a quick dinner and goes home after that since I have to study for a test tomorrow. Anyhow, a short meeting is preferred than not meeting at all. Got a saftey test tml, heard it's only for 30mins. I just read thru the materials I have...hope to do well tml........

I think my life will be easier after this year cos i have 4 compulsory modules to complete this year. Next year should be better with only one module to take per sem and if there is a following year after next (if I decide to go for a PhD), then life will be even easier cos no more modules, just plainly research and research.

Wonder when I can get married with a lifestyle like this now. Me getting old. If I get married now, my husband needs to be very understanding to me and must understand that we cant have babies now cos will add additonal burden to me. Not very fair to the him I know.....

This Muthu cant seem to get his hands off my experiment! Kept meddling into my affairs! I don't know how long I can tahan! If he is of help to me, I don't mind but the thing is, he kept messing my things up!! Sicko!

Lastly, Happy Chinese New Year to the CHinese and Happy Holidays to the non-Chinese. :-)

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This blog was created by Leon for both of us. It has been inactive for some time with no new postings. Me today shall do some justice to this blog. This is my first time blogging, so don't really know what I should write. Don't intend to get a blog of my own cos I know I won't maintain it. Just drop by here when I feel like posting something.

School has started for me. Initially, I kept asking myself whether or not I have made the right choice in returning back to NUS for a postgrad studies. For one thing, I have lesser time for Leon and my dear piano. My family are supportive of me in whatever choice I have made since I have already gotten the basic degree which is enough to get a good job with a reasonable pay, but not good enough to get me into the org i want to join. Thus, I made the choice to leave my job and back to Uni, hoping to get a higher degree and apply for my dream org again after grad. This choice has a high price to pay. Not much personal time, not much time for sleeping,shopping, playing blah blah blah. Sometimes can get very discouraging also when my research did not work well or most of the lecture materials I don't understand or totally clueless. A lot of catching up to do since I have stopped studying for 4 years. So super stressful and worrying! Think I have become super kaisu after back to school!!

My supervisor of my research project so far seems nice. She is very encouraging and understand that I have absolutely no pharmcy background since I was from Chemistry major. So she does helps me out here and there but how long can I depend on her? Can't go knocking on her door for everything I don't know or not sure of! Have to depend on myself. Read more, study hard, be consistend, have a positive attitude, never say die attitude!! hahaha.....

Leon and I have deicided to meet up on fri and sat of each week, leaving the other days for me to study or wat. I know it's a bad thing cos there is always a risk of us drifting further and further apart since we spend lesser time together now. I leave it all to fate. Don;t seem to be anything much I can do. Hiaz......

Me now in my research lab typing all these....very discouraged today cos the stupid GC-MS machine is contaminated causing inaccuacy in my results!! waste my 2 days of hard work preparing the samples.Now need to wait for one night of flushing the system before I can run my samples again. I shall make good use of the free time to study for the totally clueless lecture which i have attended on Tuesday.

This morning came ot my lab and saw my things missing. Suspected Muthu, a research assistant in my lab, asked him and he said no. I really don't believe him!! SHIT!!

Btw, today is Leon and mine 11 mth anniversary!! yayy!!!! so fast!! 11 mth liao!!! hope we will have many more years to come!! :-)Wish us all the best!

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